Every day that passes, every waking hour, even as I sleep, I find myself more and more consumed with lust, sexual thoughts, phone sex fantasies and sexual acts of sorts (for this reason, I have elected to work from home). Realizing how extremely powerful that sexual obsessions can be, I decided to see a therapist. Today, during my first visit with Dr. John Doe, I wore my tight, short, white, strapless linen mini-dress, I wore a butt plug inside of my tight, clenched, pink anus and I had inserted a tiny vibrator inside of my flower(which was quietly humming inside of me and sending spasms through my pulsing womanhood). My pink nipples stood ‘at attention’ through my white lace brazier. I gently rocked back and forth in my chair, attempting to control my rythemic spasms. However, I stared at the Doctor with a look of confidence, as I was proud that “I” had diagnosed myself with this condition that I called: systemic sexual obsessions. I know that I will never be cured; nor do I want to be.
Dr. Doe, smoldering under the collar, began to loosen up his tie as he proceeded to ask me about my sexual obsessions and phone sex fantasies. That is when I let him have it (the list that is(chuckle)). I proudly rattled off as many of my sexual obsessions as I could possibly share within our forty five minute session.
This what I confessed:
*I receive great elation when watching men and women masturbate until they ‘repeatedly’ reach their orgasms. My warm nectar would seep thorugh my panties and onto my legs as I watched these people orgasm until they would tire and collapse. The sight of their own cum dripping on them, being devoured by them, and being massaged into their sweaty skin makes me explode with passion).
*I crave to watch others have sexual intercourse and conduct sexual acts (putting on a show for me; for my pleasure).
*I fantasize about watching couples of the same sex engage in passionate, intense sexual intercourse(for my pleasure; feeding my sexual obsessions).
*I realize that my sexual obsessions intensify when I am treated like a girlfriend (the tenderness and attention that is shared makes me become an erotic slut for
my partner or partners).
*I thrive on sex in public places (anal, oral, vaginal, masturbation and anything else heightens my sexual obsession) as people watch, pretending that they do
not notice (as they become aroused).
Next week, Dr. Doe and I will meet again. At that time I will share some more of my sexual obsessions and phone sex fantasies with him. In the mean time, call me and let me hear yours and let us bring your sexual obsessions into fruition. Phone Sex? I call it a meeting of the minds!
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